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Live at Hodila Records

by Catalepsia

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1.
VI: Becoming 07:52
He is calling out my name To take my soul and join him I’m condemned to stay in here Or to lose it all in nothingness I’m about to lose myself And become the one I hate Just to see the world through the eyes The eyes that once were mine How can I stay here where I can’t move How can I escape turning into a fiend tearing down everything I loved Taking the light out of every hope I’m a slave of a parasite Brought upon me by their curse One more soul, one more life Given to him for a moment of peace Now I join him in his rage And become a living plague Never speaking my mind Nor getting what my heart desires
2.
I watched them passing their sins down to me in the night When I was not supposed to feel it taking my soul I heard them scream for forgiveness and light When letting the plague take those of their own It came to me when I was too weak to fight back It took me when I did not know I gave up my soul to escape its will But nothing changed and nothing could be changed A being of torment It runs my spirit now The fight is lost These years just made it strong It feeds on my pain I hear its voice in me Just turn your back Let me face it alone It grows stronger as I fail to walk my path Soon I’ll be in hell watching it walk this earth The lord of all cruelty, the master of torture Just leave and let me face it alone The fiend inside my mind It takes me over now Just leave and let me face it alone No love can save me No words can make it go Just leave and let me face it alone
3.
Down I Fall 06:36
Where am I now? I've lost all the answers The dream is frozen The blessing is gone I needed to hurt you Now, I need you to hurt me Lets put this to an end Let the pain take everything Oh life, can you stop me from letting you down? Down I fall reaching for bliss I left Now I see where my curse belongs Down I fall leaving scars on you Through a wrong choice, in the storm behind their backs Oh poor soul, I gave no mercy to you Your lament still makes me outrageous and cold If you won't step over, I'll leave you bleeding I'll see no shadow, hear no gasp from you I see the only exit down in the void The answer hidden below our steps I must fall while the world is looking aside Beneath this hell, down where no one follows If you won't let me, I'll leave you bleeding I'll see no shadow, hear no gasp from you Down I fall reaching for bliss I left Now I see where my curse belongs Down I fall leaving scars on you Through a wrong choice, in the storm behind their backs
4.
Ir laiks Tas tuvojas Tas nāk man pakaļ Tas nāk Tā stunda ir situsi Sārts ir iekurts Nav vairs, ko gaidīt Nav vairs, kur iet Aust sārta saule rīta ēnā Vēl tikai īss brīdis un atpakaļ mani tas raus Gals pienāks un jauns ceļš sāksies Laiks uzplēstās rētas pārsies Lai cik daudz vēl būtu ko pārciest Mans ceļš cauri visiem šķēršļiem ies Naids Tas pārņems un atņems man visu, kas man dārgs Tas atstās pelnus un ēnas, tukšu melnu sirdi Mūžīgus draudus, mūžīgus maldus Laiks paņems no manis un aizskries Gars sapratīs un cīņai celsies Sagrautais templis tiks noliegts Un bezdibenī pazudīs Izlietās asinis krāsies Tajās mirks viss, kas manī beidzies Sirds sals un dvēsele degs Cerību dārzs manā pasaulē noziedēs
5.
I fell asleep and woke up trapped inside a memory Now he watches you with my eyes and speaks to you with my voice I am the punishment for things done long ago Done by those who came before you I bring wounds inherited from the forbears And now I will show you what your life is to become Oh, brightening morning sun, I curse the light you’ve brought This worthless world outside for which you want to shine These useless souls I see With crippled voice they speak The words of the slaves of God The god of hollowness I am here to deliver pain The pain of the poisoned souls I kept it in Hell for you To bring what you deserve And I see where you hide I can reach when you’re safe I am the blindness you share The weakness you possess Let the sun go down forever I greet the world with rage Can you stop me before I trespass? Embodiment of havoc I envenom their worthless souls Can you save the one inside? I am right here beside you. I cannot reach you, neither can I be reached. Still trapped inside this memory. Not sure where, not sure when. Your hands dirty with blood Can’t you remember what something made you do? Where is your control now? Tell me how it makes you feel Can you still go back now When you’ve left yourself alone, When you’ve no air to breathe? Now you have seen your fate, Now you know what tomorrow brings I was summoned by their fear The fear that shall stay with you You’ll see what I’ll do to them And you will hear their cries So helpless you’ve become And helpless you shall stay Let the sun go down forever I greet the world with rage Can you stop me before I trespass? Embodiment of havoc I envenom their worthless souls Can you save the one inside?

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Live studio performance by Catalepsia. Recorded in July 2020 at Hodila Records in Valmiera, Latvia

This live performance includes five compositions from both of our studio recordings as well as one as of yet unreleased track.

Video recording available on our Youtube channel

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released December 17, 2020

Recorded by Ģirts Laumanis
Mixed by Jānis Emīls Katinskis

Album cover: Arita Roena
Album photography: Jevgenija Šuļga

Released by Cataleptic Undoings — UNDOING02

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Catalepsia Rīga, Latvia

Doom metal band from the Baltics

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