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For My Dying Hope
04:09
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My peace burns in hatred
My joy drowns in tears
The reflection in front of me is strange
The shadow behind me fades away
Where are you, my guardian angel?
Wait for me
I’m here
Behind you tracing your beliefs
Let me in
Let me reveal
My own way
My own desires
Spare my life
I’ve waited too long
Face my soul
I need to know
Will you turn your back, or will you stay here
Fighting shadows, burning the past?
Spare my life
To help
To hate me
To hate yourself
Face our souls
Face our dreams
Face our lives
And see through
Spare my life
I’ve waited too long
Face my soul
I need to know
Will you turn your back, or will you stay here
Fighting shadows, burning the past?
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2. |
Take My Shame
04:57
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I’m gone
Just take my sins
I left them for you to feed
I failed and I don’t regret
I will not take your cries
Step back
This is my fate
I warned you to stay out of my way
How long will you bear that cross?
How long will I hold this rage?
It’s not my flesh
It’s not my world
There’s no God for me to die for
I’ll dig my grave until I fade
Just take my shame and be proud
Show me how to be like you
I can’t close my eyes to forget
Blame me
I went too far
I can’t stop to be one of you
These walls
They were built to hide
From your damaged heart and lost faith
These clouds
They were brought to cry
For you and your whispering soul
It’s not my flesh
It’s not my world
There’s no God for me to die for
I’ll dig my grave until I fade
Just take my shame and be proud
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3. |
Nothing For No One
05:56
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I went through firestorm
To make sure you are there
I burnt myself with rage
To feel what love is like
I left my mind in cage
To finally release my soul
I wished to see the light
To find the long gone faith
And nothing will be as before
And no one will say my true name
This is my final deed
I got it all and failed
I feel end by my side
How can I rise from the dead?
I don’t want to survive
I don’t want to be like you
I cannot wait till this ends
I can’t wait for your regret
And nothing will change my belief
And no one will know my path
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4. |
Sārtā Rītausma
06:38
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Ir laiks
Tas tuvojas
Tas nāk man pakaļ
Tas nāk
Tā stunda ir situsi
Sārts ir iekurts
Nav vairs, ko gaidīt
Nav vairs, kur iet
Aust sārta saule rīta ēnā
Vēl tikai īss brīdis un atpakaļ mani tas raus
Gals pienāks un jauns ceļš sāksies
Laiks uzplēstās rētas pārsies
Lai cik daudz vēl būtu ko pārciest
Mans ceļš cauri visiem šķēršļiem ies
Naids
Tas pārņems un atņems man visu, kas man dārgs
Tas atstās pelnus un ēnas, tukšu melnu sirdi
Mūžīgus draudus, mūžīgus maldus
Laiks paņems no manis un aizskries
Gars sapratīs un cīņai celsies
Sagrautais templis tiks noliegts
Un bezdibenī pazudīs
Izlietās asinis krāsies
Tajās mirks viss, kas manī beidzies
Sirds sals un dvēsele degs
Cerību dārzs manā pasaulē noziedēs
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5. |
Unreachable
04:39
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Just let it go now
Just let it go to save your fate
Just let it go to set us free
Just forget everything
To heal the scars you made
To feel your own truth becoming wrong
It is too late to save your crown
The storm has come too far
Now I see, every truth is wrong
You’re stuck in time and lost
I know you’re there to survive
And to leave your hate for me
And to leave your guilt to me
There was your time to take
There was your time to take my wings
To cast a spell that killed my joy
But now it’s time to
But now it’s time to curse them all
To reach for flame and burn your world
It is too late to save your crown
The storm has come too far
Now I see, every truth is wrong
You’re stuck in time and lost
I know you’re there to survive
And to leave your hate for me
And to leave your guilt to me
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6. |
Deimos
03:48
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Can you hear my screams through the mist?
Can you hear the screams of my soul?
It’s still inside me
It’s still alive and ready
Ready to make me remember
Ready to call back my fear
Strong enough to take my mind
To take my mind and make me damned
Now I see the true nature
Now I feel the true pain
Where’s the saviour?
Where’s the shield I made?
When I walk in my dreams
When I’m chained by my mind
Let me walk against the stream
Let me know that I’m right
Since the sun has burnt my eyes
From the moment I felt you
My demons were quite
Please let me know that I’m right
I see through the dark clouds
My heaven is still bleeding
I’m defending my ghost mounds
It still makes me feel fear
The voice of non-existent
The world of confusion
I feel just resistance
It still makes me feel fear
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7. |
One Of Your Kind
04:46
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I know you are here
I can feel you fear
I don’t hear your voice
But I perceive your desire
I know what you want
I know why you can’t let it go
There was no life for you
And now you want to take mine
Is this where I pass?
Is this where you change your mind?
We have come so far
But where is the light?
You’re always with me
But I am alone in my mind
Should I put on my mask
To be one of your kind
Let there be sin
Let the end begin
You won’t see me die
I won’t let you in
Creator of mankind
Lord of common sense
Get out of my mind
Get out of my soul
I look through my walls
And I see what you couldn’t change
A frame of your life
A painting of loss
It seems so unreal
It seems so far from me
Another day
Another life
Let there be sin
Let the end begin
You won’t see me die
I won’t let you in
Creator of mankind
Lord of common sense
Get out of my mind
Get out of my soul
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8. |
Die While You Sleep
04:42
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I see your bloody thoughts around me
Your mind is so locked, so grey
I like how you join this plan
Our plan of self-destruction
Let me tell you a story
How full of death we are
How your time was set before you were born
How your soul was taken and torn
Hey dead man, do you still need your mind?
The fate is coming back for your stolen dreams
Hey you, the one drinking your own blood
There’s no need to say how right you are
Lay down
There’s one grave for you
I promise the world won’t miss you at all
Choose the easiest way
Choose for your greed
Close your eyes and die while you sleep
Join the majority
Be safe and prepared
Let them know your every step
Become invisible to yourself
Sleep tight in your world of cliché
Spend your time as machine
Just know that you are already dead
Your soul gone and betrayed
Hey dead man, do you still need your mind?
The fate is coming back for your stolen dreams
Hey you, the one drinking your own blood
There’s no need to say how right you are
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9. |
Thanatos
07:37
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10. |
Par Vēlu
09:15
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Aiz vārtiem kāds klusi mirst
Tas klusē, jo vārdu par daudz
Viņš klusēs līdz sirdspuksti stāsies un sāpes būs prom
Kad viņa nebūs šeit vairs
Viņš miglā gaidīs un vēros līdz debesis iemigs un apstāsies laiks
Naids liks viņam no pelniem celties
Ceļš būs brīvs un nebūs kur krist
Nemanot pat ēnu, viņš paslīdēs Tev garām
Nedzirdot pat soļus, viņš pārnāks mājās
Nāves atbalss izskan miglā
Tā sauc viņu gan nomodā, gan miegā
Viņa paša aicināta, viņa paša izsaukta
Tā nāk un viņš dosies tai līdzi
Klusējot viņš mirst
Ir par vēlu, viņa gars ir salauzts
Tas aiziet neatvadījies
Tas aiziet, lai atgrieztos
Par vēlu, vārti jau ciet
Par vēlu, jau dzīvība dziest
Par vēlu, jau acīs tam tumsa
Drīz sāksies jauns ceļš
Tas aizies un pārnāks kā grēks
Laid viņu, tas nerunās vairs
Lai aizsaule dziedē un spēku tam dod
Naids liks viņam no pelniem celties
Ceļš būs brīvs un nebūs kur krist
Nemanot pat ēnu, viņš paslīdēs Tev garām
Nedzirdot pat soļus, viņš pārnāks mājās
Aiz vārtiem kāds klusi mirst
Tas klusē, jo vārdu par daudz
Viņš klusēs līdz sirdspuksti stāsies un sāpes būs prom
Kad viņa nebūs šeit vairs
Viņš miglā gaidīs un vēros līdz debesis iemigs un apstāsies laiks
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